It's Not My Time
So busy day today.Too many meetings. As usual.
Not enough time to do real work. As Usual.
Always busy. Always on the move. As usual.
I bailed out of one meeting at noon so I could get some work done, grab lunch, and then be ready for my meeting at 1PM. As I was walking briskly up Wilson to go to Chop't for lunch, I look around at the people. People who are in my way. Look, I'm sorry but I don't have time to stroll down the street, or sit and talk over lunch. Kind of busy here, get out of the way. BTW, I *love* Chop't. The salad portions are kind of huge, that's the only complaint. Anyways, I ate lunch during my 1PM meeting of course.
So I'm going to Hawaii on Sunday. Yea me. But not really. The last trip to San Diego really wasn't that fun. I work all day, eat dinner and maybe go to the gym, and then I'm back in front of the laptop trying to keep up with everything that's going on back here in DC. And I got stuck in a middle seat on one of the long legs so it really was just not a good time and I wasn't thinking about getting on a plane again until July for Ptown (and really, the Boston shuttle is like an hour, so no big deal). And the thought of getting on a plane for 12 plus hours just really sucks my will to live. Plus I can only imagine how messed up I'm going to be from a time perspective.
Anyways . . . . so I'm watching VH1 on Sunday during that 2 hour block they play videos and they play the new song by 3 Doors Down "It's Not My Time". Which is some sort of rebellious song about how they aren't ready to die. Which is all well and good, but of course in my twisted mind I'm thinking, "When is it *my* time?" My time to be happy, to be living life, to be in love, and feel like I'm not just treading water?
So yes, I'm in one of THOSE moods these days. Gee, could it be work grinding me down, consuming all of my waking hours, stressed out and unable to find a way out of my downward spiral? BINGO!
At this point, I think I get one day in Hawaii to myself. Maybe I can chill a bit then.
Oh, so I started looking at all of these Brokeback Mountain mash ups on Youtube tonight. I think I like this one the best:
posted by Trey @ 9:56 PM
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Sounds like your life is a little bit hectic right now, mine gets like that all the time lol :). What I do to help me relax when I feel I need it is this non prescription medicine called Absolute Calm. It just helps me relax and calm down, and its nothing relly strong like Xanax, just for normal every day stress. I think you should try it out, here’s a link:
http://getabsolutecalm.com/general/?utm_source=Google&utm
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