Dreams
I usually don't dream much. I think it's because I sleep so poorly anyways. Not exactly sure. Except that I do know that for the last couple of nights I've eaten late and/or had a couple of drinks late and then fallen asleep and had really vivid dreams. Okay, there's nothing special or remarkable about that, right?Except I've had the same dream three nights in a row. I'm applying to go back to the Naval Academy. I've already graduated, but I'm applying to go back. I've done it once, so the second time should be a piece of cake, right? But once I get in, I find things have changed. The rules have changed, the system is changed, and I feel like I'm trapped. I keep doing things, things that I know are right, but then they turn out wrong for some reason. And then I get really anxious and start to have second thoughts about the Naval Academy and then I sort of have an anxiety attack, in my dream! And then I wake up.
Looking back at it now, I can sort of see this is a reaction to stuff going on at work. But still it's weird. And probably not healthy.
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